My sister battled cancer chemotherapy in tears. Before her it was my mother, me and my brother battle drugs and beer. If I had known years ago that we'd have to watcher her die slow, I may have laid down that rolled dollar bill and picked up the goddamn telephone. Left alone to our own devices I have no hope of defeating my vices. Oh so this now what my life is? Next time maybe you'll check the prices, but There is no next time. There is no guarantee, What if god slams the pearled gates of Heaven shut as soon as She sees me? But I know in my heart the place I should start, is the place where I'm standing and falling apart. The Devil's cart is an empty art. Just breathe out and be FREE. Take My Pain AWAY All across the world people to people, nation to nation. From the living to the dead, from the God's to the Corporations. We've stationed against ourselves in a war of manipulation Stating that my mind is the truth and yours is a victim of misinformation. Change the station, if you disagree but if you don't then you stay here stuck with me. Lift up your hands in melody, the anthem of my last apology. Todays the day to flip the page, rewrite the script in whatever way. If you're tired of giving your life away lift up your hands it will be ok. My grandfather once came to me and said "TiMMY i have a dream..." That on every street corner in every town one day man can all agree. Now it's not the facts that we agree upon or that we all hold hands and ring out in song. Matter fact, we don't even have to get along but uh, WE'RE ALL THE SAME. The same from the head down to the toes Cuz we all need cash and food and clothes. No hatred in this world could make your mind close. Its a choice not a chance To LET GO

The price of existence is persistence Welcome to a new world order Daily made fresh beats on the border line of bipolar disorder you know who is back How can I be back? I didn't go anywhere jack. I've been rapping since the 4th grade and haven't sold an album yet. I'm bout to get my teeth wet Dropping sex like Keith sweat My animal instinct is to piss into the fountain of regret. It’s not the fountain of youth I’m living proof we’re gonna die I’ve been buried alive inside my own mind since I cuss at age 5 They told me someday Christ would arrive and take me alive I should swear him an allegiance put me on the right side It’s been a hell of a ride ADHD brain dead disorder The sun is rising on the darkness with a new world order Every rhyme takes a hell long time bc I have to filter it through the depths of my maze like critical mind, and what do I find? A cryptic message from the Devine telling me don’t ever stop and leave the self hatred behind. You got to grind to win you can't give up again your so much closer to the truth if you'd just let it begin. The answers sink, not swim the sheeple float and grin but at the bottom of the ocean is the first lesson. You gotta Drown to win give up on idiot Tim who can’t control his inner demons or his external limbs Keeps making messes of the moments that define who he is. The hope that someday he can get it is just lost in the wind. No matter what ... I’ve got to keep moving forward I’m serving a life sentence fighting for the new world order Well I read a book of my own A book that does condone Mass murder as a way to get to sit on a throne And then the book that I read rose people up from the dead And said to do some crazy shit like eat a body of bread And turn the water to wine The bloodline of the Devine Is soaked in addict behaviors Jesus was one of a kind He hung in brothels with the hookers till he turned thirty three What he was doing in his twenty’s no one needed to see Young Jesus a victim of marketing scheme He’s been dead for generations yet he’s on the TV I asked my father a question about the truth of the Bible What If we took out all the magic and the 3 day revival? What if Jesus was just Jesus? A human being with no title? Could you still walk in his footsteps knowing your death would be final? He shrugged and said without the magic it’s over Then went to war as a soldier for the new order

Either your getting better, or you're getting worse There's no middle ground in this life you can't rehearse You only get one chance I told you this before You should take a risk Get your ass on the dance floor and Baby Sway Sway the night away I always wish that I could stop feeling depressed. Write a happy song the radio would play and not dismiss. But I realize I can't ignore the Devil's warming kiss. Come to grips with a reality that has a fatal twist. But in the dawning of my dark apocalypse I will sing until I'm rotting and embrace the innocence Of a man born a child A Child with a Dream If you face your demise you can call yourself a King Are you listening?

Hey there half an ounce Smoking weed up on your couch Titties it’s time to bounce We’re going out Hey I do pronounce Get your ass up off the couch Baby it’s time to bounce We’re going out Party time excellent Dressed to kill so fresh it mints Pinball wizard. Fifty cents Tilt out for the hell of it On the broadway southern side Pimped out Avalon we ride Ladies love to look inside Jump face first down this slip n slide Wet and wild let’s start the show Homeboy sunk with head down low Hug uplifted bromeo This is another reason to let a little side smile glow If you don’t know you never ever ever ever ever let go This is the south side B walk dancing pro Homeboys into rhythm keep their heads up swole With their feet on the ground thrust game on roll Epic-gasm attention grabbing pelvic stabbing eyes on me It’s not even my show I think you all should know that this is movement surgery and I don’t do it for free Scalpel tongs suture sewing kit Dim the lights low now shake them hips Cuz we’re going out Club grind I don’t mind Dance movement one of a kind I keep hoping for your time Mesmerized by your design Colfax crushing east side grind Police lights make me go blind Ladies love the mastermind Dress code in full effect we primed Hot and fresh straight of the shelf We grab the life we want what else? Taste the goodness toast to health If we lucky we can also stack a bit of wealth Beware Money hungry grumpy bunny Everybody wants to become a somebody A top tier first class sticky honey Attracting bees and bears so yummy But in the middle of your “trying to be” Your inner self is tryna to set you free You gotta dive into your core and start a shopping spree Buy yourself a name tag says VIP And then the elevator lifts you to the penthouse suite You can sit upon your throne and rest your weary feet Or you can two stepping double dip Dim the lights down low and let em Dance a bit

Something wicked this way comes Marching to the rhythm of the doomsday drums You wanna flea from the truth? run baby run full moon slit the throat of the arrogant sun You want it wicked? Than listen The algorithms ticking Predicting words you’ll speak make you believe that’s what your thinking The anchor news is tripping Divisive opposition Neither side can seem to guide the truth without attrition The war is in the listen We gave ourselves permission To value our opinions more than truth it’s our condition The human intuition is weakened by the sums of the dumb The reason Something wicked comes It’s not the devil it’s not the end of time It’s De-evolution dawning on the human beings mind The brain space we waste is but one of a kind There’s no other creature feature that compares its design Lack of truth and honest calling is the start of the fall Without fact based morals It’s the death of us all A Ticking time bomb set to blow up all we’ve become We are the wicked worshipers who bring the wrath of What comes We can’t think without fear fight or flight mother fuckers Cocked back and loaded this is your very last supper My trigger finger holds steady no shake or shutter Click clack kick back watch your blood sputter We are survival of the fittest The witness on the hit list Automatic rifles to protect my every interest Bill of rights was written Before we knew our children Would become the main target of our hatred (bullets)we just kill ‘em And still we doing nothing to stop the evil villain Thoughts and prayers get sent but we don’t mean the definition We gave ourselves permission To value our dismissing Human beings wont listen its a side effect of slippin we’re weakened by desire the wielding of a fire Has made us all believe that we achieved a purpose higher There is no devil It’s not the end of time It’s survival mechanisms that control our minds We are awakened to a purpose to reach a higher ceiling Believing that our consciousness is more than just free wheeling Our purpose could be healing Not everybody’s willing Organized religions take advantage while we’re kneeling The propagandist squealing Our sins continuing sealing Our fate is to repay the debt that Jesus Christ is billing He gave us all permission To make the right decision Sunday school punch card for a free circumcision And when the devil Brings on the end of time We’ll be protected by the faith we followed blind We’re too scared to face the truth what’s behind the curtain We don’t have all the answers but we know a few things for certain Human beings are hurting Our ignorance is smirking Laughing in our face as we destroy the human burden We’re doomed to destroy ourselves and all we’ve become We are the wicked worshippers who bring the wrath of what comes

Fresh beat Flipside alive on the microphone You hear my voice in your head phones at your home You by yourself but you know you’re not alone Your hoping somebodies listening Is anybody listening? I gotta give a shout out to my liver For keeping me alive and surviving the river Of self destruction I Must Stand and deliver the blood lusting deep cuts aren’t welcome to dinner What’s a boy to do when his innocence Thats seemingly Limitless Gets shattered by circumstance Random chance aftermath What’s a kid to do when times change Our minds become chains After school detention where we formed our bike gang Flipside was a state of mind A youthful conglomerate of pre-teen slime Mixed with anger and fear with a hint of lime I was just a lost kid terrified trying to get by I didn’t have many friends I played at recess alone all of my clothes were made from curtains my grandmother had sewn My glasses were always broke duct taped to my dome My mind wandered so much my teachers thought I was stoned I was deemed an OutKast A kid who would never last Outside looking in always wishing someone would ask Me to go to the dance At least give my feet a chance I couldn’t help but I fell in love with hopeless romance I remember what it felt like so young and afraid What’s a boy to do when the 4th grade turns you into a renegade Its a drought of the soul theres a hole you can’t fill You’re set out to be forgiving yet your driven to something real its the nothingness of our existence what a shitty deal the blackness terrifies us to a numbness without feel I didn’t sign up to be alive just to go back to sleep I need an afterlife paradise a good book to read you know I love you, but I’ve saved this part of me TiMMY FLiPS speaking truth in your headphone piece. Another shout out to the part of me thats buried deep inside The piece of me refusing to give up on my best life… Lesson never learned when you’re always the buyer An honest letter penned from the ink of a liar Soul starvation leads to lack of desire I can’t believe I gotta give a shout out to my twin sign Gemini mind playing tricks on a Jedi I gotta give a shout out to the wolf Who protected me when I was all alone I became engulfed by the bulk of the folk Tales you resale You kiss and tell oh well Who’s the one delivering the clicks you frequent flyer in the mail Your ship is setting sail while your tragedies unveil Unwell minds imprisoned with a denial for bail

Welcome to the Big Bang Universal Wu-Tang Fuse lit fire set Darkness meets its ending Cosmic pieces crashing space time flexed and stretching Gravity is bending Star dust start attracting Billions of years Like a blink go passing Solar systems gel An ecosystem from gassing A fragile balance of impossible odds Breathes life into existence Big Bang Gods Chorus main: Been around for thousands years Wasting it on all these tears Someone try and face our fears Hi nice to meet you. You knew around these parts? Careful of the urge to dive, no swimming with the sharks. The predator mentality we use to raise our family is rooted in fatality, We like our beating hearts. The ancient human blood line had to have a start. Big Bang shits exploding our beginning was a spark. But Maybe a Devine being pulled us from the dark, Made our bodies from the scraps and pieces in the junk yard. Chorus main: Been around for thousands years Wasting it on all these tears Someone try and face our fears Chorus Round: When did we start Falling apart? Who gave me this stupid (fragile, lovesick) heart? Gravity pinned afraid of dark. Why won’t we accept our part? Hey how you doing? nice to see you once again Let’s reminisce back when you were a savage caveman Unprotected and divided, a shorten life span, Once our fingers wielded fire our desire darkened. We climbed down from the trees with our torches sparkling. All the other creatures ran as our weapons sharpened, It was the dawning of the era of the tragic Rise of man. The taste of blood turned us from prey into the spartan. Say it keeps happening? It’s hard to comprehend. We keep fucking up like we can start over again. Ignorance is common place and hatred is a trend, We’ve turned our anger inward as we’re welcoming the end. Where did we go wrong? it’s really hard to understand. Our minds have been replaced by a computer in our hand. Without Self preservation we’re irrelevant and damned, Destroying our potential as we desecrate the land. Chorus main: Been around for thousands years Wasting it on all these tears Someone try and face our fears Chorus Round: When did we start Falling apart? Who gave me this stupid (fragile, lovesick) heart? Gravity pinned afraid of dark. Why won’t we accept our part? Evolution chain gang Pre-mortal slime gang bang Single cell, microbes, virus Feeding off the methane Bacteria forms before the first ice age Multi-cells sex it up outta the cage Photosynthesis, plants, fish and eggs Dinosaurs roar before the asteroid pegs Life begins again we flip another page Animals start humping like it’s all the rage Human beings dancing on our scrawny ass legs Punk rock porno black holes will be the end of days The origins of man may always have a question mark, Yet we keep on keeping on we have a destiny to embark.

when the sun goes down Night begins midnight crash course Assassin Hide and seek kill Let’s count to 10 To the death May the strongest cat earn their win Miss night midnight When the moon comes out The growlers howl Midnight crash course Hootie owl Heads on roll turned all around So the predators know what’s going down Drug store pusher turned hooker Alley cat death trap pressure cap cooker Book her She resisted wearing cuffs on her wrists She won’t say another word bc she’s pleasing the fifth They jury has to dismiss Even though the evidence fits There’s no way to insist her innocence be dismissed She’s on the verge of the fits Seduce your dick with her tits Before you even know her name she’s got her tongue on your lips The first kiss seems harmless Lucky charm sex Find the pot of gold and strap in this harness The varmints got this at the roach motel Insect infection heart sick as hell Your next show and tell is your final farewell You’re a midnight snack for the mademoiselle when the sun goes down Night begins midnight crash course Assassin Hide and seek kill Let’s count to 10 To the death May the strongest cat earn their win When the moon comes out The growlers howl Midnight crash course Hootie owl Heads on roll turned all around So the predators know what’s going down Bitch slap trap house diva her very first kill was a real mother Teresa shiva They started signing songs praising her style Then after while her bite sharpened like a swamp crocodile Her file began to grow she kept stacking them bodies A Robin Hood themed naughty princess hottie The neighborhood kept a watch but no one ever caught a glimpse She moved quickly through the shadows smooth like vapors in the mist Amidst the carnage Her karma tarnished She never took a hostage Never littered garbage Found murdered rope swinging from a sycamore tree But they never found the body Not guilty ... hung jury .... had to set her free

Sad song Timmy wrote a sad song and she said was fine Unwrap the tangles inside your mind you were terrified and got left behind Feeding the wolf from your blood line Jesus was a Gemini Born in a pigs stye Savior of the world king of kings With a bulls eye Crown On his head a price for him dead Crip Walk on water With a body made of bread Magic man posting about the afterlife Accept his prophecy and do whatever you like Use his holy word for your genocide Works even better if your skin is white Power comes from nothing if you grab the bull Trample the china shop you just stole Jesus served the meek and gave away his soul So you could live your whole life being an asshole Jesus was a Gemini Born in a pig sty Savior of the world king of kings With a bulls eye Crown of thorns Flesh was torn Died with a promise Lies were born Personality disordered child Split in half OutKast exiled Ran from the talons of a hungry smile Survived on the rules of the lawless wild Jesus was a Gemini Born in a pig sty Mankind’s alibi Must crucify Jesus was a Gemini A perfect good guy Heavenly butterfly Must crucify Magician buried in a tomb unknown Sealed by the weight of a mountain stone Tired of being dead he left his summer home Ascending to heaven to mount his throne Many men spread his messaging Early man’s first pyramid scheme Written to text and sold to Kings Used for rape and pillaging What do you do when your lies become your truth Who holds the burden of knowledge when there is no proof? How do you breathe when you don’t believe in faith? How do you live knowing you’ve become a Slave? Jesus was a Gemini God’s samurai Sentenced to flesh Must Shanghai Jesus was a Gemini Must crucify Born in a pigsty Must crucify Mankind’s alibi Must crucify Must crucify Must crucify Must crucify Must crucify

I like ladies I like gurls I like women wearing high heels Short skirts hair in curls I like women Begging for a fix Waking up in the morning Making scrambled breakfast With them high heels clicking Short skirts rippin Timmy flips flipping flap jacks in the kitchen Rhyme style trippin lipping off the stick And if that ass gets fatter this canoe gonna tip We rock the boat We float against the grain We wether any type of weather sunshine or rain Dance floor aficionado, colorado cocaine Shake your body to the rhythm dopamine your brain.. I like ladies I like girls I like women wearing high heels short skirts hair in curls I like ladies Fully undressed And when they wake up in the morning I’m cooking breakfast With the lipstick tacking kiss lips smacking Timmy flips Mackin with his tail side wagging Bragging rights never motivated me right I'd like to keep our love a secret let it out at night Vampire bite right inside your upper thighs You and me can be forever wanna give it a try? .... Passionately press our private sections together With a little tug n pull we’ll make a night to remember Beautiful ladies coming to mind Natural selection our bodies combined Hard to get off me so intertwined Sippin the spillage of fine wine I got a daughter building her mind I think it’s vital she knows that it’s fine Bodies are bodies all one of a kind No one can tell you how to define Women and men are so unique Tired of not being able to speak Biting down hard this tongue in cheek when did everyone turn into creeps So what if i like to wake from sleep After a night hit hard in the sheets Drift to the kitchen and what do I see My baby frying up bacon? Let’s eat...

Every day in the hood Is a good day to be hood We salute our fallen brothers Who didn’t make it like they should Every day passes by Is a good day passing by Blow a kiss to all our sisters Who’ve been called up to the sky Every day is A day That could be the day When it goes away Any day David Marino: Young man 12 years old Bike crash fell and broke his skull ICU for weeks grow cold No choice left the plug was pulled Crying at the funeral mass Death had got the final laugh 6th grade me Skillen’s class Just kept marching down the path That was the time when I would come to understand Darkness is the hunter and its prey is every man I held my fathers hand and cried hysterically He told me we could never understand what’s meant to be Will be Every day in the hood Is a good day to be hood We salute our fallen brothers Who didn’t make it like they should Every day passes by Is a good day passing by We salute our fallen sisters Who’ve been called up to the sky Every day is A day That could be the day When it goes away Any day Tim Stewart: Varsity basketball starter Crossovers and steps that stutter Babysat me and my brother Summertime we’d melt like butter My first hero superstar Easy E bumped from his car Never knew he’d gone so far Loved to bang the blackened tar My inspiration he was who I would become I would follow every footstep even chewed his bubble gum He died with his arm tied off a victim heroine succumbed Well never understand why what will be is what’s become Every day in the hood Is a good day to be hood We salute our fallen brothers Who didn’t make it like they should Every day passes by Is a good day passing by We salute our fallen sisters Who’ve been called up to the sky Every day is A day That could be the day When it goes away Any day Gary Jost: Blue moon Flower shop Sweeping floors and cleaning pots Took me in when I was lost Loneliness would be the cost 13th floor lights would glow A beacon lit I could follow He left them on so I would know When he sat home all alone When Rudy died his heart broke he went down to Mexico Stopped taking his prescription he died painfully and slow He signed a DNR so helplessly we set him free What’ done is done checkmate it’s over but was this meant to be? Spanx Carlton Rodriguez (dog): A minpin Breed Mans best friend Pointy eared Mexican Spanx Rodriguez gentleman Died before the medicine I was strict “no dogs allowed” Then I came home to the sound Of his paws prancing around Can’t go back now to the pound Every night he would sleep tight right in my legs under the sheets We found him isolating laying from the family We didn’t know that he was suffering from a strange disease I woke up he was dead laying in between my knees. So be I love you manny, mike freeman, David Marino, tim Stewart, Gary Jost, Bethy, grandpa, aunt carol, jo-anne, Gino, ,

NOT EVEN ONCE Matt flipped crazy gone fishing Picture on a back of milk carton missing Trippin on a serious level The spirit world shouldn’t meddle 10th dimension of existence sneak up behind the devil And get hot Caught red handed Twisted through a worm hole body rubber banded Too far off your meds your common sense abandoned Wake up in a room where all the walls are padded Your genius level brain was attacked by insane The voices that you’re hearing are the echoes of pain Your father passed away It was too much to take You ran away from your existence into a place that was fake Goodbye reality raped brain chemistry Methamphetamine fiend soup for your pedigree You hearing me? Hello? Where’d you go? Anybody home What do you do when you aren’t you There’s a different person talking through your lips Wearing your shoes Waklking in your skin where it ends where you begins Your a satellite nite bright off your medicine Come back Matt Matt comeback Remember all the kitchen sessions laying tracks You’d produce the beats and then we’d murder every raps That’s the shit that set us off were blazing our own path Come back Titties Titties Matt black Remember open mic night at the grizzly flashback You stood like a rooster puffed up Megalomaniac That night the stars aligned and we became the Zodiac What do you do when you aren’t you There’s a different person talking through your lips Wearing your shoes Waklking in your skin where it ends where you begins Your a satellite nite bright off your medicine Listen to the voices that control you now Their an apparition brewed inside what you’ll allow I’d slap you silly until you return somehow My best friend is spirit walkers cash cow You’re a victim of prescription fiction Doctors note feeds the addiction You’ve been living on the edge of slipping Wearing kitten mittens Red line rider with no helmet on Keep the throttle pinned you’ll become a paragon When the time is right you’ll phase into a proton Kiss your ass goodbye your brains colliding like the hadron But now you’re in hypnosis from a meth Psychosis Godlike level gnosis with a death wish prognosis Its hopeless, thinking you’ll come back You took the wrong train and I don’t know which track Come home Come home We are here Where is here Where is you Where is true

Two w Tango The night is ours for the taking What trouble could we be making It takes two to tango But only one to regret Wrap your body around me the muse of my surrounding It takes two to tango But only one to forget Pin you to the door Rolling on the floor Dripping sweat Don’t act surprised when you realize I want more So much more Lay you on your back On my double stack Plugging me in I’ll turn you up Loud as fuck To eleven Then again The moon shine can’t escape me Our shadows are snaking on the wall It takes two to tango But only 1 to resist Your in enemy territory A prisoner of war becoming allegory It takes two to tango But only one to dismiss Slow quick quick slow No yes no Right left left right Deeper inside  Your hips grip lipstick on my neck it’s your blood in that whip stick that drives me sick Punish it... Tug and spit... Don’t ever quit the quiver in your upper lip The shiver shit sit and spin double dip Fetish type medicine I’m equipped To deal with it ~too legit ~holy shit~ next Your dress mess, on the floor makes a nest, Lay your body down it’s your chance for this Everything you see belongs to you if fits Your fingerprints were entered into evidence The jury found you guilty with a life sentence Irrelevant intelligence fogging up your mind Let go of your resistance let your body recline This adventure that we entered is but one of a kind Through your valley up the mountains we begin the climb Strike a match stick tip Hold me to the flame No more games I can taste it In my veins Say my name What’s my name? Come again Again and again Never ending pain Feels good to hurt Feels good to feign Let it rain The definition of lovely Pelvicly tug me From above It takes two to tango Until You call my bluff Blindfold my ugly Don’t you love me Little dove It takes two to tango Cuz one is never enough Slow quick quick slow No yes no Right left left right Deeper inside